When I look into your eyes,
I am nothing but surprised.
I know about your past and how it didn’t last,
How you got hurt, burnt,
and everything that made you cry,
and I know that everything is just going down.
You deserve better,
if not always and forever,
Someone to takecare of you when you alone,
Someone to hold your hand, when you grow old,
But you never allowed me to care,
neither you wanted to bare,
Isn’t it such a scare?
That I waste so much time on things?
And you stil don’t care.
Let me into your life once,
and I’ll show you that I care.
Like an endless dream I’ll always be there.
I know your busy but please make time.
Knowing you better is something I mind,
Want to make it all go away can’t really do so,
Never knew someone would again make me so…
You need time alone,
and some time to think,
Let your feelings out once,
Let me see what you think.
Forget about the past and look to the future,
I know your not ready,
And I’m not trying to push you,
You know that I’ll always be with you.
I hope that it all make sense to you,
I might not always be around to finally be with you,
This is the last time m gonna try doing anything,
Because this feeling is making me sad and everything,
I wanna be with you and trust me I do,
But I can’t do anything until you it a try…….
I have no clues why this one was written, I am seriously getting mindfuck on these things now. Words are coming to my mind but I just cant do anything about them. It is like all my efforts are going waste. Nobody actually cres what m trying to do. So here is the last time me asking, give me an answer so that I know what to do, I cannot be a puppet and just wait for hours and hours without sleeping. Yes I want to be with you, but not like a freaking servent or something.
Again for the support I am getting on the blog is awesome! I am sorry it is taking quiet some time for me to reply back, it’s just that a lot of things are going through my mind right now. Hope you fellas understand! But other than that everything is awesome!