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Untold stories…

Things that we always wanted,
So close but yet far away,
Could have been worse,
Or could have been good,
Spend some of the best days,
All went to dust,
Promised it would be good,
I thought I kept that,
Was good to see the face that I cherish,
Finally in front of me….

Bad or good I don’t know,
Time just flew by,
And I didn’t even know,
Wanted to do so much,
Yet was just locked in a closed space,
With nothing but just emotions,
And the last kiss good bye.

Funny how you think its all good,
But somehow gets thrown back to senses,
But wait, look at the time,
It seemed like a minute that passed,
Just the talks took the hours on the clock,
Half past one it is,
And we still can’t sleep,
Enough to a point,
That we discussed about Roman Empires!

A final kiss goodbye is what I needed,
Something which was not too much,
Stood waiting for you,
Just to know that you can’t see me,
Does hurt bad, I do feel this pain,
Now m sitting here in a corner,
Waiting for all of this to end.

As I sit here trying to think,
What could have been done better,
Their are a lot of thoughts,
Emotions, Laughter, Cries,
And Everything else that made this trip,
A trip that I never thought would happen,
But just made things special,
And well sad in the end.

 

 

 

For this to begin,
Had to convince myself before you,
Did so thinking of all the things,
All the thing you been through,
And that I been through,
What you were to a person close,
And what people thought of you,
What feelings I had for you…

So much of fighting,
So much of pain,
In the end I just knew this would happen,
In the end I knew it was just you,
Had no clue that it would come this far,
Never had the slightest idea of love,
But the only thing I wanna hear is,
That “I love you”…..

All those arguments,
All those parts where things seemed bad,
All the time when I just wanted it to end,
Still had to fight back,
Just a little hope that,
That is keeping me on a go,
For that one thing that world craves for,
Someone who says that they love you,
Before you let everything go.

Just the feeling of togetherness,
And the hope of a fine day,
Longing for the happiness that dwells within,
Thinking of the times,
When the morning was happy,
And the good night was a kiss,
Discussing the activities of the day,
Just to hug and forget about everything else.

Long waits, the awkward silence,
Feeling the warmth of your skin,
Thinking of what it would mean,
Thinking about the future we want to be in,
Just waiting for this time to end…

Things that we always wanted,
So close but yet far away,
Could have been worse,
Or could have been good,
Spend some of the best days,
All went to dust,
Promised it would be good,
I thought I kept that,
Was good to see the face that I cherish,
Finally in front of me….

Bad or good I don’t know,
Time just flew by,
And I didn’t even know,
Wanted to do so much,
Yet was just locked in a closed space,
With nothing but just emotions,
And the last kiss good bye.

Funny how you think its all good,
But somehow gets thrown back to senses,
But wait, look at the time,
It seemed like a minute that passed,
Just the talks took the hours on the clock,
Half past one it is,
And we still can’t sleep,
Enough to a point,
That we discussed about Roman Empires!

A final kiss goodbye is what I needed,
Something which was not too much,
Stood waiting for you,
Just to know that you can’t see me,
Does hurt bad, I do feel this pain,
Now m sitting here in a corner,
Waiting for all of this to end.

As I sit here trying to think,
What could have been done better,
Their are a lot of thoughts,
Emotions, Laughter, Cries,
And Everything else that made this trip,
A trip that I never thought would happen,
But just made things special,
And well sad in the end.

Daytime numb.

Things that I don’t say,
Normally I hide them away,
Its easier that way,
I could tell my story to others,
But m tired of seeing them laughing,
Sometimes its easy,
Sometimes its hard,
Things could get worse,
Its just feelings that set us apart.

Its hard sometimes to think,
I may not be the perfect one,
But you did more then me,’
Got hurt more then stories,
Then to get blamed for something I never did,
Though Funny it is how this works,
People think you’re smiling,
But deep down inside you’re dying…

Look at the sky, you say,
We would be together once, you say,
But the things you say and do are strong,
Nobody ever knew what was wrong,
Things went bad, and I got blamed,
For something I never did,
Looking the other way.

People say that what I say is bad,
I should control my words,
What do they know about those words?
It kills me everytime when I use those,
“I will wait a lifetime,
For you to see the truth”
I have been waiting too long for it,
And I have lost the patience to.

Broken Dreams

Crawled up and broken,
The time of year, its the spring,
Breath the fresh air,
So shall we,
Cause never do we know,
What falls upon thee.

Some people talk,
Some people just mind thier business,
Some learn to walk away,
Some become artists,
But never do people understand,
What makes them the way they are,
Looks like people found a way,
To find happiness in others demise.

Always got judged by others,
Gave everything to make them miserable,
All the reason given to them,
To end their life,
In guilt of surprise.

Gift the person you love a diamond,
Forget the people who got them,
Killed saving their family,
But no one cares cause they have the money,
Long the time is gone,
When people were recognized for their work,
Now is the time,
Its all distinguished by the way you walk,
“swag” is what people call it now,
Seems like earth is rotating on the axis of fat,
Running down in darkness,
With hatred in bread.

Do whatever you can to make someone happy,
But today no one even cares about that,
All they want is to end,
Listen to a querel,
And call it a day,
Maybe think about what they wanted to do,
And then just cry all night,
To see it all go.

Some still manage to show a way,
Kiss their wives,
Call their mothers,
But at the end its all about the work,
Cause nothing really matters,
Its all a fog.

Sometimes its all about holding on,
But whatever you do,
It just comes around and takes a toll on you,
Things can be as easy as taking a walk,
Or it can be as bad as Hell breaking loose,
It just depends on what you do,
Cause nothing else matters,
Not even your best wish coming true.

 

Lonesome Mind

Thought a lot, gave it a spin,
Made a decision,
Just grasped it in,
Wanted you to know, what is best,
I love you so much,
I hope you understand.

Not trying to mean any harm,
Just want you to be safe,
Don’t think of this as something wrong,
Sometimes what I do seem harsh,
But its all because,
I want you to be sound.

What I say can be bad,
What I do can look even sad,
People say what m doing is wrong,
They say you gonna run away,
If I don’t stop,
Thought please understand one thing,
People can be mean and revolting.

I just want you to be happy,
That makes my soul charm,
Looking at that smile,
Makes my little world bloom with hope,
Crying and writing this for you,
I know just doesn’t work a lot,
And m not the best one to be with,
Not the best looking one too,
But I try and that’s all I can do.

You say that the day we met was fine,
It was for me too,
Wanted to hug you as soon as I saw you,
But didn’t have that choice,
Wanted to take you in my arms,
And kiss you, that’s all I had in mind,
I don’t know why m writing this,
But I just have you on my mind…

Dark Abyss.

Lovely how it is,
You give your all to someone,
And it gets thrown into the sea,
Spend hours to make them happy,
But get left alone once needed,
Loosing that hope in humanity,
Here I walk a thousand steps of destiny,
Lurking in the shallow waters,
Waiting for something,
That shall set our minds free…

Looks like this will go on,
Sacrifices would be made,
Nothing would be given in return,
Its like a baby taking birth in crowd,
Looked upon as the mother cries in pain,
Left alone in the night,
As the breath is finally taken away,
Looks easy, easy as it is,
Work with the wave,
And let go of that image.

You’d think that I am no one,
But let me remind you,
Remind you of what you would have become,
Sat down in your pain,
Held you tight with nothing to blame,
Got a glimpse of your smile,
Just to make my day divine.

Really it is bad,
How things work out,
People promise you world and stars,
But can’t really fall in the parts,
Builds huge castels and promise them love,
But no one ever had a clue,
Castel is made of sand,
And love is nothing but desire.

Hold on to the feeling,
Thier just might be an answer,
You might already have the one,
But some people still wander,
Nothing is really as it seems,
Look at the reality and dwell within,
Don’t blame the situation,
What matters is what you do,
Just what you can do to solve them.

Cries and laughs they would be the same,
Lock behind thoughts,
They would never be the same,
Loosing my mind being so far away,
I guess I can’t really cry,
Neither come over this pain….

Woman of his dreams.

An empty street with empty house,
Once there lived a man,
With open hands and a dog,
Use to give advises to everyone,
But they just considered him nothing,
One day in a situation,
He told his story,
Imagine a man with no fingers,
With teards in his eyes,
And this is what he had to say.

“Lived a life that never cared,
Lost everything in one mistake,
Build everything with these two hands,
Burned down everything With them as well,
Loved someone with all my heart,
Gave her everything that I could,
Had a little job that kept us alive,
Made this house for me and my wife,
But little did I know what was going on,
Saw her kissing another guy,
Lost my mind, lost my nerves,
Wanted to do something stupid,
Still thier I was,
With my life in my hand.”

People believed what he wanted to say,
Gave it a little thought and went all the way,
He was given a chance to tell his tale,
With a sad smile on his face,
All he could say was,
Please don’t run away.
Hence he continued,
With his life around his neck,
Kept on speaking,
On how he was left,
With shards of broken heart in his psyche.

“Nothing I could do to make it right,
Lived with the lie for more then six weeks,
When I finally took this to her,
All she could say was ‘don’t leave me’,
I was sitting in a corner,
Thinking what exactly can I do,
With nothing but a smoke,
And handful of pills,
Just had one thought in my mind,
Its either to end everyhting,
Or myself.”

So he went on with this tale,
Wanted some love, so badly,
All he still cared about was of her,
But all he could do was wait,
All he could do was just wait….

“Looked into the mirror,
All I saw was sadness in my eyes,
Breath smelling like alcohol,
And dry tears all over,
Still was thinking about my love,
What I wanted and what I could do for her,
All of it was slipping away,
All I wanted was for it to go away,
Never thought there would be a way out,
To sell all of us together,
Happy and proud,
Loved her so damn much,
That it was hard to just let go.”

Just when we thought it was all over,
He went inside to get something,
Seems like it was his phone ringing,
With a broad smile he walks outside,
And tells us what happened,
Through the day and night.

“Just when I thought it is going down stream,
I decided to give it another go,
And walk down the street,
As so much I wanted this all to end,
I told my baby it’s all right,
Together then we spend a whole life together,
Fellas this my love,
The reason m still alive….”

All the feelings came down on pours,
Saw atleast few faces,
With smile on the sores,
Walked in this woman who we never saw,
It was the man’s wife,
And they kissed down the house….

 

Something that’s been going on since sometime. I thought its a good way of forgetting about all of this. Hope you enjoy this read.

A tree that stands tall,
Stands tall in situations,
Situations that can make you fall,
Things can take a bad turn,
Enough to make you cry,
Its been bad, what’s going on now,
Never thought it would happen to me,
Shivered to my bones,
I wanted all of this to end,
Cause it hurts real bad,
Hurts a lot, really it does.

Put all my faith in someone,
It was crushed to ground,
Gave my everything to her,
Got stepped on,
Feeling is not so good,
Cold nostalgia chills me,
Running out of words to say,
Still managed to write this anyway,
Cold winds, shallow sky,
I loved you so damn much,
Then why? just tell me why!!!!

Deep water, all that I cry,
I was stabbed,
By the person I loved the most,
Situation was freasky,
Don’t even know what to do anymore,
“Give me another chance”, you said,
Nothing you did till now,
That stopped my tears till today,
I don’t even know what to do,
Feeling is still the same,
But the situations ain’t….

M ready to put it all behind,
Give you another go with this,
Show me that you really care,
Cause I can’t hold on to it,
M still trying hard to make it work,
But you still want to choose them,
More than us….

Lost.

Only things I wished for,
Wishes that were suppose to be fullfiled,
Had expectations,
Some too many,
Went around and got right back to me,
Little did I know,
Things were gonna be so bad,
Desires filled in eyes,
Shattered by death…

Building castles of hopes,
Matters a lot to us,
When I thought of using our hands,
You build it with the sand,
Thought would take keep it well,
Guard it ourselves,
But you don’t even have the time,
To hold my hand….

Shallow waters,
Tears away,
Going with the wind,
That’s all you said,
Looking down the river,
For the clear view,
Look at the current that draws towards you,
Hold on to your thoughts,
You still got time for it,
I am almost dead anyways,
What else can I be,
Almost in the casket,
Expecting a little sunshine,
Lighting up my grave.

Bleeding all the faith I had,
Through my final time,
Too much love to give,
But so little to gain,
So much to be expected,
Little do we get to know….

Rolling up my sleaves,
Thought of mending a better future,
Lucky to get a slap from reality,
Coming back to my senses,
All of this seemed so great,
But I don’t really know what to do anymore,
I still love you,
That’s all I know,
But I don’t think you do,
Please prove me wrong….

Maybe fooled again in the cold weather,
Thought their was a difference this time,
But I was proved wrong again,
Long gone emotions, flooded back again,
I thought it was different,
But lost the trust again.

So far away,
Yet I thought we were together in a way,
Binded by the nature,
The untangled rope of love,
I thought you and I are together,
But it faded away in the mist,
Called me your wind I remember,
Thought you would walk with me,
Lost all the reality,
And everything went ahead.

“Hey look out for the night sky”, you said,
Promised me nothing would be hidden,
But I guess here is the reality,
And m fixed in my seat again.

Shared everything with you,
My past, what I was, What I’ve become,
What you’ve done for me,
What you’ve become for me,
But now I guess it doesn’t even matter,
You said you have trust in me,
That everything would be shallow without me,
One day that never goes without thinking of me,
Another day spend with Saddening emotions.

The life long reality,
Takes the best on anyone,
Looking for a way,
To make sense for it,
Moving down the empty street,
A ciggarette seems to help,
Things that you want from em,
Is down to the ashes.

Rolling tears, sleepless nights,
That’s what I have since last week,
I think it was just a thing,
That rolled in the ring,
Shivering hands and numb eyes,
Looking for you to step down,
All I want is you,
That’s all I know,
But you seem to have drifted,
And I wonder how…..

 

I don’t think it would need any kind of description what so freaking ever.

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